How Attachment Theory Helped Us Get Back Together

Relationships


My boyfriend and I broke up in July. We’d been dating for four months at the time and as things progressed forward between us, I was convinced we weren’t going to go farther than where we were. I was so sure this was it for me, that I didn’t want our relationship to become anything more than it already was. So rather than risk leading him on or hurting him even more down the road, I ended things.

As a surprise to no one, we never stopped seeing each other. We continued spending time together as we had before, and then we seemed to see even more of each other — just without the label. We weren’t friends with benefits; we were much too intimate for that. Nor were we in an open relationship; we weren’t exactly seeing other people. In time we came to acknowledge we were simply dating. In a relationship. But not like we were before — this time there was more security, more openness, and most importantly — less anxiety. The first time we dated, if we had spent more than a day and half together, I’d feel the need to pull back — to head home, to call it a night. I’d text my best friend worrying I was emotionally unavailable or behaving like a f*ckboy, to which she’d respond with a clear and direct, “Um, no.” The second time around — after a thorough self-study of attachment theory that I did in the time we were “broken up” — I was able to work with him to ignore feelings of anxiety when they came up, and to just let myself be happy about finding something really, really good.

Attachment theory, which has taught me plenty about myself and the way I manage my friendships and other relationships, is basically a way of understanding how you behave in a relationship. How do you respond, for example, if things get messy with a close friend? Think someone you love and care for, but who you’re fairly different from, making this a relationship that requires work for you both to feel like you get each other; a Leo and a Gemini, if you will. Attachment theory explains that we form attachments based on how our parents treated us as children and what our formative friendships and relationships are like. It then organizes human behavior into four kinds of attachment styles. But like with all systems that sort humans into archetypes, it’s important to remember attachment theory isn’t something to take at face value: question it critically, and recognize that the way you behave in one relationship, with one partner, could be the opposite of how you behave with another. Even in the course of one relationship, you could go from being secure to fearful avoidant and back again. If love languages vary from one relationship to another, why not attachment styles?

There are a lot of models of attachment styles, some that organize behavior into three attachment styles and some that do so into four. The model that makes the most sense to me understands how people behave in relationships — how they handle conflict, how they foster intimacy and vulnerability, and so on — and divides them into four types based on whether there is high or low avoidance, and high or low anxiety. You probably do one (or a combination) of the following:

  • Dismissive avoidant attachment is best understood by the need to pull away, to create distance. You have low anxiety, but high avoidance and end up behaving in a way that is a bit detached — not responding too strongly if your partner shows you affection or even if he or she is more distant.
  • Fearful avoidant is understood by being motivated by fear. You are highly anxious and you cope with that by being avoidant. You might be worried that your partner doesn’t really want to be with you, that they don’t love you as much as you love them. Ironically,  you tend to behave in a way that reinforces this fear. If you’re worried that your desire for someone is going to push away, you’re not going to allow yourself to be vulnerable and communicative, which in turn will only reinforce the belief that your partner doesn’t really love you.
  • Preoccupied attachment is characterized by high anxiety, but low avoidance. Your behavior could be characterized as clingy and you might even be a bit controlling.
  • Secure attachment is when you’re able to approach you and your partner’s needs in a healthy, communicative, vulnerable, and respectful way. You are dealing with low anxiety and low avoidance. You’re capable of asking for clarity when you need it, and you don’t worry too much about getting too close or comfortable.

The goal of learning all of this isn’t to simply embody secure attachment and be perfect forever and always. We all form our attachment styles for a reason — this is how our life experiences have taught us to behave, how we’ve learned to best protect ourselves. There’s no shame in having one style over another. The goal is to work together to find greater ease and clarity in navigating a relationship and learning more about yourself. In a blog post about attachment theory, relationship counselor Kyle Benson writes, “If you pay close attention to the romantic relationships of your friends and family, you’ll see very clear patterns. You’ll notice that security stays in love with security, and insecurity stays in love with insecurity, even though those insecurities show up differently. Specific relationships evoke specific reactions. These reactions are then interpreted to confirm our internal beliefs about ourselves and others.” (Yikes!) But fear not — if you behave or feel in a way that is characterized by anxiety and/or avoidance, greater awareness and consciousness can help you make some changes and form more secure bonds. Insecurity can certainly heal (through a thing called a corrective relationship, literally a relationship that corrects mistaken beliefs about the self and about relationships) and learn to love — and embody — security.

In previous relationships, I spent a lot of time dating people who were either anxious or avoidant or both, leaving me feeling like I was the one who had to give more if I wanted things to work out. When I dated someone who was so securely attached — who was willing to put in just as much as me, capable of picking up the slack when I couldn’t deal — it shook me and forced me to question whether this relationship was one I could even attach myself to. In turn, my behavior became avoidant, leaving us both feeling pretty confused. After understanding attachment theory a bit more, I’m able to ignore my impulses to become avoidant and when anxiety does pop up, I tell him. We communicate through it, and then we work on it together, with more security.

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BY Virali Dave - October 18, 2018

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October 19, 2018 2:28 am

Me: Fearful avoidant and preoccupied attachment. Definitely. This has really opened my eyes about how I’m behaving in a relationship. It’s hard to kind of just “snap out of it” and I wish I easily could. But I’ll definitely work on it so I end up going towards secure attachment. I really don’t want to drive my boyfriend away :’)

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