Owning the Ebb and Flow of Your Relationship


A few weeks ago I sat across from the nice woman at the reception desk of my new doctor’s office in the new city where my husband and I recently moved. You know the drill: filling out the paperwork, answering the standard written and verbal questions with the nice receptionist at the intake desk. On this day, it was all the expected ones: Insurance? Yes, thank goodness. I slide my card to her, simultaneously pumping a dose of hand sanitizer from the gallon-jug positioned between us. Employed? Sort of. Long story. I choose to not explain. ID? Got one. I proudly hand over my new Wisconsin driver’s license, wanting to tell the full story of how many trips to the DMV it took to secure this little piece of precious plastic, but I resist the urge. Married or Single? Married, to which she says “perfect.” And I actually snort. I laugh out loud. Oh honey, no marriage is perfect.

Had a speech bubble appeared over her head, I’m confident it would have said: “Perhaps you’d like an appointment with one of our therapists? We can fit you in right after your mammogram.”

Here’s the thing: I’ve spent my entire twenty-eight-year career as a relationship researcher and professor teaching marriage micro-dynamics. Simultaneously, I’ve been building my own twenty-seven-year marriage, one that is without question a strong and joyful one thanks to daily butt-kicking-hard-work. Yes, ours is a thriving and healthy and happy one, now enjoying the extra shot of goodness that comes with an empty nest. YAY us! And

(There’s always an “and,” right?)

My “and” is the knowing one of anyone and everyone who’s ever been married more than three minutes.

Yes, marriage is hard. It’s going to ebb and flow. One four-minute segment of your marriage may feel like the equivalent of a blissful afternoon nap on a secluded sandy beach, hands intertwined, sunshine warming you, and a knowing peacefulness and sync between your person and you warming your soul. And then—thank you perfectly imperfect marriage dynamism— the next four-minute segment of your marriage hits you like a tsunami: anger. Disappointment. Epic irritation. All the negative human emotions, without warning washing over you when, just seconds ago, things were so…well…“perfect.”

And, what the research on long-term marriage reveals is that this messiness? It’s actually just part of the relationship gig.

And, it doesn’t necessarily mean you’re doing anything wrong.

And, it might indeed mean you and your partner need to find a really great licensed therapist to help you navigate the mess. Notice, I didn’t say help you “clean up the mess.” Because my own and others’ research reveals that believing we can “clean up” our relationships might just be setting us up for failure.

Yes/and, we can and must work hard—little by little, intentionally, and in the tiniest but most kind ways—at building strong connections and healthy relationships. Luckily, we also now have enough science out there to tell us precisely how to go about doing so (including what not to do).

And, and, AND …

Relationships: They will never be permanently all tidy, neat, and clean. Rather, every relationship is a bit messy. More than a bit dynamic. Often frustrating.

And, that’s okay—because that’s natural.

Yes, welcome to the natural ebb and flow of marriage. No, honey, marriage is never perfect. Yes, honey, marriage is never perfect. And, absolutely, I believe there’s really one thing you actually need to know: When marriage feels like it’s kicking your butt, go back in and keep kicking back. Not literally, like with a leg and foot of course. But/and, of course, simply with your energy, love, and positivity.

And, now I’m off to get that mammogram.


BY Carol Bruess - March 3, 2019

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March 3, 2019 10:50 am

Oh, you are a wise woman!
xx Rena

March 3, 2019 1:29 pm

What a lovely article. I feel like it applies to any long-term relationship that you are committed to and want to nurture. Some days or months are just worse and then there are some great ones, it is the energy and effort both people put in that makes the different.

March 10, 2019 5:51 pm

These are such great tips! Thanks for sharing.


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